what im thinking???

hmm..actually aq rasa something weird happen to me..i dun know maybe it juz my feeling..but..i feel like..juz 4get it.i dun wan to think about that.!


sometimes i feel like im so dumb..!how can i do that..!right now i feel myself like a freaky girl n dun know what she wants in her life..!n so on..there's many think that i should handle by myself..nothing could change..

and i know who read this would not understand what im thinking right now n whats the problem..yeah thats a question too..

sometimes i dun want to be like this..who wants her life ruined bcoz other's problem???yeah...wuteva is i have to be cool right now..n actually i dun know what im thinking n what im supposed to do..??

i juz want some hapiness juz that???is it wrong for me??u never understand what i feel..n u dun want to know what i feel..coz u never feel that i very important to u??right?
thanks..!for all u had done to me.!hope u will happy ever after with ur new life with.......